lolol

i haven't posted in this blog for ages, but it's not surprising.

so like i think of deleting this blog :]

but who knows, should i?

or should i keep it as a memory?

i don't feel like blogging really, but i feel that letting this out may help.

i don't know why this is affecting the way i look at them.

i'm brain washed because of those comments but hey, get a grip.

making them & him... those thoughts; i keep getting thoughts that i dont want to have.

they're my idols but they're also so much more than that.

alright. i'm going to grab the piece of crap load in my head and throw it out the bin.

let's get rid of the image, thought & feeling.

it's up to them. frankly, it's just a look.

a look shouldn't be mistaken for something that affects me this badly.

i hope to go back to the thoughts that i had for them.

it's just friendship. FRIENDSHIP.

done & dusted, as they say.

goooodbai :)